sick of it

been reading some malaysian news
been reading some political stuff
ohhh soo sick of it
which ever side
whoever talking
need sometime to digest

counting days with my fingers

i'm counting days with my fingers
10 fingers are too many
i just need lesser than that
can't hide my excitement anymore
i'm a little bit hyper lately i guess
didn't i, my dearest housemates?
a little bit happier
keep imagining how's the house would look like
how's my bedroom gonna be
how's my lovely family gonna do
i know they all miss me very much
(my sisters will run crazy & puke if they read this)
lalalalalalalalaaa
and my super duper friends too
(heyyyy don't bully & prank me ok??!)
i know everything are still the same
(but maybe i'm a bit different..)
bapak told me the other night
he impressed i recognized the sound of table fan next to house's telephone
everything's still in the same position
i reckon my stuff inside the room stays there as well
missing everything about home ^.^

ohhh better get going
one more paper to go
and the semester ends
and for the past papers
i leave everything to Allah
whether i will come back to newcastle early next year
or later..........
wallahu'alam


gotta a date!
wheathers and martini are waiting
lying open loyally in front of me
so tataa!



p/s: clear blue pool water is very tempting in this hot wheather....

insyaALLAH

INSYAALLAH

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

p/s: thought the video shows something else other than maher zain's face. but since already downloaded it, so mls la nk search for yg lain...

two souls in a body (impossible...)
different characteristics...
but sometimes alike
when the brain wants glass, heart wants diamond
but both want to shine...
while the brain wants money,heart wants gold
but both want to be rich...
when the brain tells to wear red, heart tells to wear blue
but both want to look good....
while the brain says no,and the heart says yes
but both just want the best....



some decisions has to be made.....





p/s: kalau tny mak, msti mak ckp istikharah bnyk2...~